Saturday, September 30, 2017

FATAL RETRIBUTION: CHAPTER 9

If you haven't read Chapter 1, PRESS HERE

FATAL
RETRIBUTION
A RAINA KIRKLAND NOVEL
Book 1
By Diana Graves

Copyright © 2011 Diana Graves
All rights reserved.
Book cover & format by Diana Graves, www.dianagraves.org
Kindle Edition
License Statement
This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. This ebook may not be re-sold or given away to other people. If you would like to share this book with another person please purchase an additional copy for each recipient. If you’re reading this book and did not purchase it, or it was not purchased for your use only, then please return to Amazon.com and purchase your own copy. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author.
Disclaimer
This book is a work of pure fiction.  Characters, places and incidents are creations of the author’s imagination, and any similarity to people, living or dead, businesses, events or places is purely coincidental.
Acknowledges
To my family and friends, thank you.
OTHER WORKS
Fatal Retribution
Mortal Sentry
Grave Omen
Deadly Encounters
Toxic Warrior
The Artist: The Serial Series Book 1
The Librarian: The Serial Series Book 2
The Zombie Book: Zombie Book 1



Adult Coloring Book: Dark Whimsy


9

SETH’S JAW TIGHTENED when he saw Nicholas behind the glass wall.  Mom glanced toward Nicholas, but quickly diverted her eyes.  Ruy and Tristan were standing near the sitting area talking with Nenet.  A female vampire was shaking Dan’s hand.  She was my height but her thinness made her look taller.  Her skin was a pale tan, and most of her jet-black hair was loosely braided while the rest seemed to flow in a breeze I didn’t feel.  She wore a sheer white gown that hid nothing.  It was held up by only two strings of wooden beads lying between her naked breasts and wrapped around her neck.  Most men’s eyes found their way to her every few seconds, and I couldn’t blame them.  She was one of the most exotic, beautiful and publicly nude women I’d ever seen…and I’m a witch.
Mato was helping set platters of food down on the glass table in the sitting area.  Flat crispy bread in circular shapes and strips of some kind of dark pink meat lie on one platter, fruit and cream were on another plate.  The final platter held a bowl of red dip and paper plates.  Many people were already digging into the food before Mato, and those helping him even had a chance to set it down.  Tristan was one of them, and so was Katie.  I wondered if they had eaten anything today, or were they neglected too?
“What the fuck is this?” Jed yelled at Katie.  He grabbed her plate out of her hands.  Bits of strawberries fell to the floor and the cream on the plate slid onto Jed’s thin thumb.  Katie said nothing and her mom didn’t move to defend her either.
“It’s food, genius!” I yelled from near the elevator, where I had been standing, silently observing the room and trying not to faint.  I found new strength in anger.  Jed turned his baby blues on me.  It felt good to be angry, really good.
“Shut it witch!” he spat.  He shoved the plate back into Katie’s hands and turned to the doctor, Tasha.  “So what the hell are we supposed to do with a fucking vampire?” he asked her.
“Umm—,” Tasha stammered.  She had been explaining the process of releasing custody of a vampire over to parents when Jed exploded, first turning to Katie out of the blue, and then redirecting his anger at the doctor.  She backed away from him and started looking through her papers for something helpful maybe.  Jed moved forward, advancing for every step Tasha took back.
“Jed, you ass!”  I moved toward him, but Mom grabbed my shoulder to stop me.  She looked over at Seth for help.  He was standing next to the glass, staring at the boys.



“The food is for you.  It’s called hospitality.  And, you love Michael, that’s what you do with him.”  Seth was calm and Mato looked up at him.  In fact, everyone was looking at him.  He rubbed his hand down the glass lovingly.  The vampire that was shaking Dan’s hand began to stalk toward Seth, mouth opened in a wide hungry smile.
“And, just how am I supposed to take him, this—thing to church?  He can’t even come in the building, let alone pick up a bible!” this from Rachael.  Her face was red and I could tell it took a lot of effort for her to speak up in a room full of vampires—well at least more than seven as I could tell.  The Native Vampires laughed abruptly.  I didn’t get the joke.
The woman vampire in the sheer dress hung onto Seth’s arm.  She smiled up at his narrow face and he wasn’t fazed in the least by her straightforward actions.  I would have been shaken by her approach at the very least, but Seth wasn’t.  In fact, I think he liked her attention.
“You have some nerve little lady!” Ruy pointed a firm finger at Rachael.  “This boy has been through hell and all you can think of is yourself!  You think he’s damned, don’t you?  You see him as a spawn of Satan, like one of those damned fools out there spouting human supremacy!”
“Talken bout damn fools.  You use to be one of us, Ruy, vampire hunter extraordinaire.”  Jed stepped up to Ruy.  He looked fatter and frailer and boy-like standing next to the muscular bulk of Ruy.  
“Yeah, well I’ve learned that not all vampires are monsters, just like not all humans are saints.  Michael is no monster, and he’s still your son, right now, as you’re standing here damning him!”




“He’s not Rachael’s son anymore.  Michael’s dead!  We just came for Kate,” Jed said, his angry stare moved from Ruy to Katie.  She was kneeling on the floor picking up the fruit Jed spilled when he grabbed her plate. I felt something come from him, something that made my skin crawl.  An unexpected emotion, but it was so out of place that I simply didn’t recognize or understand it. Then my thoughts were interrupted by a booming voice.
“Excuse me,” said a deep and masculine voice.
A man was standing just outside the elevator as the doors closed behind him.  “Excuse me,” he said again once he got everyone’s attention.  His head was shaven and his face was just as open and beautiful as Mato’s, but his eyes were dark and cold.  Besides the soft leather pants, he wore nothing at all, traditional Native Vampire attire.
“You intend to harm this girl,” the vampire said to Jed.  He gestured to Katie with a wave of his hand.  He had long nails that curled slightly at the tips.  His skin was tan but it also had a hint of blue in it.  As he moved closer to us, his muscles moved under his skin like a beast on the prowl.
“What the fuck?” Jed asked belligerently, though his tone had noticeably lost some of its vigor.
“This is Melvern, co-master of Darkness,” Mato announced.
Melvern greeted everyone in the room with his eyes and a nod.  A smile curled his lips when he saw Seth and the woman vampire, now intertwined on one of the chairs.  She had her fingers in his black and gold hair and he had one of his hands cupping her firm breasts.  She was whispering things into his ear as they watched the room.  It felt as if we were their personal entertainment.  All life is a stage, right?
Jed shuffled his feet and looked at Rachael for agreement.
“We should get going.  It’s late.  Come on Kate!” he shouted after himself as he and Rachael made their way toward the elevator.
“Stop!” Melvern called to them in his booming voice.  He pointed at Katie.  “This girl will not go home with you.  Your mind tells me that you plan to beat the fair-haired child when you get to your home, and I know that you,” he pointed to Rachael, “will not intervene to save your own daughter from this brutal beating.”  Melvern’s face was stern and condemning.
“You can read my thoughts?  Well, that doesn’t matter.  You have no authority.  Now, we got to get home,” he moved his shoulders restlessly.
“Now you are thinking, ‘She will get it twice as rough?’ What is it, sir, what is—it?” Melvern asked, tilting his head.  It was a rhetorical question, but someone had something to say about it.

FATAL RETRIBUTION DREAM CAST!!!!


“He’s hurting my baby girl?” Dan yelled.  
“So this was why you came camping with us?  To get away from Jed because he hurts you?” I asked Katie in a quiet voice.
Dan moved in to attack Jed and I saw Melvern smile wide.  I had to wonder if he did that to save Katie from another night of pain or for his own entertainment.
Katie interrupted Dan in mid-punch.  “Dad!” she yelled while she grabbed him around the waist.  He couldn’t get at Jed well enough with her there.  He let his shoulders fall heavily and looked at her for an explanation.
“Dad, I’ll just come home with you.  Let’s not fight about this.  Michael’s more important right now.”  Dan frowned at her but nodded slowly.
Jed and Rachael ran for the elevator with all our glaring faces following them.  “You are going to be sorry about this little missy!” Jed yelled out before the doors shut.
“Good show,” the vampire on Seth’s lap laughed.  Melvern bowed and she alone clapped.  I shook my head, mumbling my discontent under my breath.  I shouldn’t have because doing so gained me the attention of the vampire on Seth’s lap.
“Hello, young one. Raina, is it?  I am Olathia, the other master of Darkness,” the vampire said.  She had unbuttoned Seth’s shirt and was playing with his juvenile chest hairs.
“Nice to meet you,” I said purely as a nicety and not genuine feeling.  She was beautiful but she was a weirdo.
Katie looked as weak as I felt.  She sat down in one of the chairs and brought her knees to her chest.  She looked so much younger, so fragile and so much a victim.
“I’m sorry, Katie,” I said.
She didn’t look up at me, or anybody.  I could read her emotions loud and clear: a strong mixture of relief, embarrassment, and fear.
“It’s better this way,” Katie said to the floor.
“It is,” I agreed quietly.  
“I knew that look.  He was going to use the iron again.  He always gets that crazy look on his face when he’s going to use the iron.” And just like that, without meaning to, I had an image in my head of Katie crying, trying to get away from Jed as he chased her with a heated iron.  I could see him forcing it down on her skin.  Smoke rising up as it burned her, straight through her clothes.  I’d never seen a mark on Katie, which meant the places he was hurting her where places that shorts and a tank top covered.  I’d never gotten images with emotions before, and that one left me breathless with her terror.  I had to hide my face in my hands and catch my breath.
“Iron?” Tristan asked.  He had left Nenet’s side and only just came in on the tail end of her sentence.
Her big brown eyes watered up and she looked up at me.  Her face was red and splotchy.  “He likes to burn me sometimes.  My mom will never let me go home again.  She and Jed are getting married in November.”  She shoved her face into her arms and before I could comfort her Dan was there, hugging her tightly.  Somehow, I could never picture him holding me like that.  I hated him for making me wish that I was just as human as his precious Katie and Michael.  Well, maybe not Michael, not anymore.



Now that I knew Melvern could read thoughts, I found myself looking back to him again and again.  I could never tell the emotions of vampires, so I tried to read his expression to gauge whether or not he heard a thought, and approved or disapproved of it.
“Raina?” he said, inching toward me through the crowd around the table.  Even with all the sadness and whatnot, I wanted to stuff myself silly, but I didn’t.  I restrained myself, and only took a single plate of food to quiet my hunger for the moment.
Tasha and Mato were talking to Mom, Dan and Seth.  Olathia was still clinging to my uncle.  I wondered if Olathia was using her master vampire wiles on him.  If so, I was sure Seth could handle himself.  He was fairly powerful as far as vampires go, as I understood it.
Melvern glided more than walked my way.  He took me by the elbow and guided me away from everyone else.  His hand was like ice.
“You’re freezing,” I said.
“Yes, I have not fed yet, it adds to the blue quality of my skin, as you noticed when you first saw me.  Blood does not only satisfy our palate.  We need it to regulate our temperature and to bring oxygen to our body—among other things,” his voice trailed off like a snake’s hiss but he talked to me still.  “I can see why Mato finds you so lovely,” he said in my head.  It was so strange hearing someone else’s thoughts in there.  I could feel a panic building in me.
“Um—” I stammered.  My eyes were darting from wall to wall.  I closed my eyes tight, “Stop!  Get out of my head!” I shouted in my head.
“Sorry,” he said aloud.  “I know it scares some to hear me inside them.”  The last part sounded too sensual, too much like an offer of sex.  Then a bizarre thought came into my mind.  Melvern and I, in a huge California king bed, with wooden pillars and blue satin sheets.  We were in a large dark windowless room, lit by a single torch on the wall.  His naked body was lying beside me.  He was both cold and soft to the touch.  He leaned over me and began pressing himself against me, and I didn’t question it, or stop it.  I smiled up at him as he ran his hands through my hair and then down my neck, my breasts, my stomach, my hips and lower parts.  I pulled his face down to mine and kissed him gently on his lips, but he didn’t want a gentle kiss.  He pressed his lips against mine hard and harder, until I had no choice but to open up to him, let his tongue explore my mouth.  He mapped my body with his cold hands, pulling me closer to him.  Cool sheets and hard muscles were gliding all over my naked body.  His hips dug into mine, forcing my legs wider.  He kissed and licked his way down my neck until he reached my breasts and then he fed.  I looked down into his dark eyes and felt no pain as he fed from my body.  Once he had his fill, his body became warm in my arms and he slowly forced the length of him inside me.  I was beyond wet but I was still tight, and a scream of pleasure ripped its way from deep in my body as he reached the end of me and struggled to go deeper still.  He pulled almost all the way out of me and then slammed himself deep inside me, so deep.  He sat up, pulling me into his lap, so that we sat on his bed and we found a rhythm then, fast and faster, until...
“Goddess,” I breathed.  I could feel his hands on my hips, guiding himself inside of me, thrusting inside of me, fast and deep.



“That is how it could be,” Melvern said, his voice slid over my skin like melting ice.  I shivered.  My knees were weak and my head was a little lighter.  I swallowed past the lump in my throat.
“Did you put that thought in my head?” I whispered because that was all I could do.
“Would you like it to be more than a thought?”
“Um, I’m sorry but I—I can’t.  I don’t mean any disrespect.”  I was blinking too much and too fast in my sudden anxiety.  How do you turn down a vampire, a master vampire?  Shit.
He nodded, laughing.  I was so confused.  
“What do you think of Mato?” he asked right out of left field.  It was such a drastic change of subject that I had to take a moment to catch up, but before I could say anything he continued.  “You don’t have to say anything.  I knew what you thought of him the moment I asked the question.  You are an open book to me.  He likes you a great deal more than you like him.”
“We just met not even an hour ago,” I said, and now I was really confused.
“Every vampire has a talent, though some are a jack of all trades.  Mato has a great ability to read people.  He knows a person’s quality within seconds of meeting them.  He knows you better than you know yourself and he likes what he sees.”
“What does that mean?  He can see the future?”
“No,” Melvern began.  “He doesn’t know what makes you special, he simply knows you are.  Though, right now he’s worried that I might be stealing you away from him before he even gets a chance to woo you.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
He shrugged, “We’ve long been friends; nearly three hundred years now.”
“Oh, I get it.  You’re buddies, and you wanted to check out the girl before your friend gets his heart broken.”
“Yes, in a way.  If you jumped at a chance to sleep with me like most women would after such a vision, I would have intervened—but I think Mato may have you pegged.”
“As what?”
“Honorable, dependable, caring, trustworthy, and brave—those are the words running around in his mind when he thinks of you.  The words in your mind have more to do with lust, so far.”
“What strange sort of cruel friend are you?”
“The best sort, the sort that would seduce any woman to save him pain.”
“And does he thank you for this service?”

“Never,” he said with a laugh.  He left our conversation at that and I felt strangely exposed, confused and somewhere deep down flattered.


CHAPTER 10 will be posted soon, or you can buy the book for $3.99 PRESS HERE

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

KNEELING IN 2017



Since when has kneeling been disrespectful? Kneeling is a sign of remorse, respect and a plea for help. People kneel when they pray to their gods. People kneel when they're asking for a hand in marriage. They kneel at the bedside of a sick relative. Please, I dare you, please name another time in someone's life ever that kneeling is a sign of disrespect. Cuz I cannot find one....
A few things to consider:

1. American soldiers don't die for flags. They die for people and our Freedom. I hate it when people say something along the lines of "this is America if you don't like it, get out!"  Well, Freedom of protest is as American as Football, so...yeah.


2. It isn't about the American military. It's about the American police. It's about their unwarranted violence toward African Americans, which is hugely disproportionate to any other American ethnicity. I repeat, it's not about our flag or our military and it's certainly not about YOUR hurt feelings. (talk about snowflakes...) It's about us, as a people and the wrongs we overlook.

3. Unless you're an African American, you cannot 100% appreciate what they're going through in America, and that includes me. When I imagine seeing police lights behind me, I panic because I can't remember where I put my registration card...or if I printed out the latest card from my insurance website. What I'm not is scared of being killed or imprisoned. ...I'm a little scared of being raped, but that's a whole other social issue. 


So try empathy instead of hate. You might find out it fits this situation better.

I love you.

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Monday, September 25, 2017

FATAL RETRIBUTION: CHAPTER 7 & 8

If you haven't read Chapter 1, PRESS HERE

FATAL
RETRIBUTION
A RAINA KIRKLAND NOVEL
Book 1
By Diana Graves

Copyright © 2011 Diana Graves
All rights reserved.
Book cover & format by Diana Graves, www.dianagraves.org
Kindle Edition
License Statement
This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. This ebook may not be re-sold or given away to other people. If you would like to share this book with another person please purchase an additional copy for each recipient. If you’re reading this book and did not purchase it, or it was not purchased for your use only, then please return to Amazon.com and purchase your own copy. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author.
Disclaimer
This book is a work of pure fiction.  Characters, places and incidents are creations of the author’s imagination, and any similarity to people, living or dead, businesses, events or places is purely coincidental.
Acknowledges
To my family and friends, thank you.
OTHER WORKS
Fatal Retribution
Mortal Sentry
Grave Omen
Deadly Encounters
Toxic Warrior
The Artist: The Serial Series Book 1
The Librarian: The Serial Series Book 2
The Zombie Book: Zombie Book 1



Adult Coloring Book: Dark Whimsy



7

THEY HAD CLEANED the VCC thoroughly while I was gone.  There wasn’t a spot of blood, nothing but shiny immaculateness.  Michael was lying next to me on a clean new bed, and Nick was on the other side of him in his own bed.  They were both strapped in, dead to the world—for the moment at least.  I wasn’t strapped down.  I was sitting cross-legged on my paper covered bed, biting my nails while I replayed what had happened this morning over and over again in my mind.  I wondered what would have happened if I had demanded that Nick allow me to walk with him.  Would he still be alive if I had been just a bit pushier?  If I had been there surely the vampire would have attacked me instead of him. And Nick, with all his skill, would have had time to react, perhaps deliver a killing blow with his superior magic.  I wondered if Katie and Tristan were running similar scenarios in their minds.




My nameless guard stood by the elevator for a while, but eventually, he sat in one of the powder blue chairs that occupied the middle of the room.  He wouldn’t talk to me or even look at me.  He kept his eyes down.
“How much longer?” I asked.  He ignored me.
Time seemed to pass slowly.  I quietly cried until I fell asleep.  I don’t know how long I slept, but when I woke the guard was fidgeting with his cell phone.
“How long was I out?” I asked.  The only reaction I got was a glance, and that was it.  I couldn’t take any more of his rudeness.  Not after what I’d been through.  “Hey!  What’s wrong with you?  I just want to know how long I’ve been in here.  Is there some rule that you can’t talk to me or something?”
He looked at me then, but his face was unreadable.  I just shook my head.  “My brothers are undead and I’m infected.  Answering me is the least you could do.”
He stood up abruptly. “Shut up!”
“Why!?” I asked.
He took a deep breath.  “Just-shut-up,” he said slowly.  “I know you’ve been through a lot today and that your life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows right now, but my best friend was burned alive this morning, so if you don’t mind—.”
“The vampire was your friend?” I interrupted.  “Who was he?  How did he get out of the VCC after he was turned?  I mean, he was a new vamp, right?  He had no fangs yet.  That’s why I thought he was a zombie.  This place looks pretty secure.  How could he get out?”  I was totally rambling, but the prospect of knowing the man behind the crime was all consuming.  I wanted to know his name, his profession, his family, his pets, his—anything and everything, but most of all I needed to know how he escaped the VCC!
“I can’t tell you those things,” he said, and he settled back down in his chair.
“But he was your friend, the man who did this.  I just want to understand.  I need to know.”
“It’s not my place to tell you such things.”
“Please.”  
But it was no use.  He closed his lips, turned his head, and wouldn’t say another word.  Nothing I said would solicit another response.
I hadn’t eaten since this morning and my stomach began growling loud just before the doctor walked out of the elevator with several nurses and Nenet at her side.




“Any bloodlust yet, Joe?” she asked the guard.
He stood up straight and I half expected him to salute her.  “None,” he said.
“I have pizza lust!” I chimed in but was ignored.
“What did I tell you, dear doctor?  She is a living vampire,” Nenet said.
“Impossible—,” one of the other nurses said with wonderment in her voice.  “Actual cases of living vampires are so rare.”
“That is why I’m skeptical.  Living vampires only occur when the infected are only partially humanoid.  If Raina is a living vampire, then her father or her mother can’t be what they say they are,” the doctor said.  She was staring at me from the other side of the glass and tapping a pen against her plump lips.
“My parents are here?” I asked.
“Yes.  They arrived around nine this morning.  They both maintain that your father is human only and your mother is half witch and elf, but if that were the case, you would have turned with Michael.”
“So there’s no explanation?”
“Not yet.”
“Can I come out now?”
“I want to run another test to be sure,” she said.  “It won’t take long.”
I understood the doctor’s mistrust of Nenet’s assessment.  Nenet wasn’t a doctor, and if she was going to report my infection to the health department she needed more to go on then Nenet’s word.  However, I really didn’t like her much after ten hours of isolation, and I was feeling something close to hate for the woman after thirty minutes of being bathed in a bright light.  She sat me in a chair with the light hanging directly over me.  I felt nauseous.  I wanted to hang my head between my legs, but for her benefit I had my head bent back so the light was shining bright on my face.  
“See, I’m not burning. Now let me go!” The light dimmed without warning.  I looked at the good doctor from across the room, not that I could see her quite yet. “Satisfied?”
She smiled and said the wonderful words I had longed to hear. “You’re free to go.”




I stood fast and instantly regretted it.  I felt like I was going to be sick.  “Told you so?” I murmured while I tried to hold back the contents of my stomach, as meager as they were.
“Yes.  I have come to the conclusion that one of your parents is lying,” she said.  “I’ve taken blood samples from all of you and I will get to the bottom of this.  But, no matter who’s lying it doesn’t change the fact that you are now a living vampire.”  
After the doctor left I dashed for the restroom to vomit what I could.

8

A WAVE OF sensations hit me as I left the restroom, sharp pins and needles all over my body.  My head felt like it was going to explode, and it sent me crashing to the floor.  I screamed, bringing nurses and other staff running to my aid.  “Slow your breathing,” they said calmly.  “You’re hyperventilating.”  Breathe slowly?  How the hell was I supposed to breathe slowly while my entire body burned!  But the sensations faded just as quickly as they’d flared, leaving me quivering on the floor, eyes unfocused.
“What’s wrong?” a man in scrubs asked.
“Nothing,” I heard Nenet say before I could respond.  “Her body is going through the changes.  That’s all.”
“Nothing!?  I thought you said I wasn’t going to turn!”  I yelled as loud as I could, which wasn’t very loud since I could hardly catch my breath.
“You aren’t,” she said calmly.  “Turning means you’re dead.  You aren’t dying but you are changing.”
“What the hell does that mean?!”
“Exactly what I said,” she answered.
“What other changes can I expect?”
“All of them except death.  Like I said before, you’ll be a vampire in every sense of the word but you won’t be dead.”
“If living vampires go through all the changes then why put me through all those tests?”  The crowd dispersed, leaving Nenet and I alone in the hall.
“Tasha was only looking for bloodlust and light sensitivity.  They are distinctly tied to the death of the infected humanoid.  You wouldn’t experience them unless you were turning.  I’m heading down to the VCC,” she said, cutting our conversation short.  I watched her walk away.
I was still on the floor, trying to picture myself with vampire strength and speed when another wave of almost indescribable sensations ran through me like electricity, both hot pain, and tingling vibration.  I doubled over, which sent my glasses to the floor.  I didn’t scream this time, but I think something close to a whimper came out of my mouth.  People stopped to ask what was wrong, but I couldn’t breathe let alone talk.  Instead, I ignored them.  They couldn’t help, no one could.




When the pain finally subsided I sat in the hall with my head between my legs.  I assured the worried people surrounding me that I was fine…for now.  When the crowd dispersed once again, I searched for my glasses.  I expected to fumble in my blindness until I touched something that felt like my glasses, but I could see everything with perfect clarity!  Everything was so crisp.  I saw minuscule detail, as though everything was magnified times ten.  Just seconds ago I couldn’t see a foot in front of me without my glasses.  Holy Bananas!
“Weird,” I said out loud, and my voice sounded so strange to me.  It crashed recklessly through my ears to tickle my mind.  My senses were going haywire: sight, hearing, and smell.  I smelt at least two dozen different colognes and perfumes lingering in the air, and cleaning products, and beyond that: wounds, disease, and death.  This was a clinic after all.  Twenty feet down the hall a door opened.  Cool air raised goose bumps on my arms, followed by an overwhelming scent of pine and soil, smells of the forest.  I breathed in deeply and closed my eyes.  I could taste it on the back of my tongue.
“Hello,” came an exquisite voice, a man’s voice.  I looked toward the door and found a man standing there.  Handsome didn’t cut it, and attractive was also too mundane a word.  He was beautiful.
He was short; just a little taller than me.  He had an athletic body, both slender and muscular.  Long, long black hair swung weightlessly as he walked down the hall.  He was wearing a white shirt with a grey tie, dark blue jeans, and shiny black cowboy boots.  His thick brows were pinched in worry as he walked toward me.
“You must be Raina.  They told me you were a living vampire and—are you okay?” he asked.  My nerves felt exposed and his voice teased them like something electric, making a shiver run down my spine.
“I’m going through changes,” I said.  I was unable to look away from how beautiful he was.  He had smooth dark skin with a grey quality.  He didn’t say anything.  He just looked at me.
The world screamed through me.  I could feel, smell, taste, hear and see more than anyone ever should.  Part of me liked everything about what I was feeling and seeing, but another part of me was scared by how alien it was, and that part was louder.  It screamed inside me, “Stop, please!”
“How do I control myself?” I ask him, not that he should know.
“You could simply wait it out, or you could...”  He was talking, but his words were lost to me.
“Your eyes,” I said when I noticed their color, a thousand different shades of gold.  “How amazing, it’s like looking into the sun.”
“Can you hear me, Raina?” he asked.
I felt my legs going weak again as another debilitating wave ran through me.  My body lost all fortitude and I thought I was going to hit the floor hard, but he closed the distance between us in a blink and caught me by my waist just before I hit the ground.  I looked down at his arms wrapped around me, and leaned into him, taking in his scent.  I breathed in the smells of the forest and blood.  It was an intoxicating scent, the scent of a Native American Vampire.
“Focus,” he said.
“How?”
“You must think of something unpleasant, something sad.  Distract your mind.”




I took in a shaking breath.  “I’m afraid of what’s happening to me.  Isn’t that enough?” I asked through tight lips.
“Fear is too exciting an emotion.  You must feel sadness or nothingness.”
“Think of something sad?”  
That wasn’t too hard given the circumstances.  I thought about watching Nick die.  About what no longer being human would mean for Michael.  He’s never felt the sting of rejection and the injustice of discrimination before.  I thought about all the pain and all the hard times yet to come for my brothers and slowly my thoughts became more than a jumble of sensations.  The vampire loosened his hold on me and I looked up into his eyes.  He was still gorgeous.
I swallowed past the lump in my throat and nodded.  “Thanks.  I’m fine now.  I don’t know what came over me.”
“It is not your fault, Raina.”  Hearing him say my name made my knees go weak, just a little.  “You are a new vampire…living vampire at least.  As you said, you are changing.  Most vampires are dead or dying through this process.”
“Why did nobody warn me or at least give me pain-killers?”
“From what I hear it has been a madhouse since you and your siblings arrived.  They should have warned you though, but they could not have given you any medication.  It would have affected the way the virus altered your mind and caused a chemical imbalance.  No, with a little time you will gain control of yourself.”
“Thanks—who are you?” I asked.
“Sheriff Mato,” he said, flashing me his badge.
I bit my lip to try and hold back my stomach from growling, but it was no use.  I hadn’t eaten since breakfast at camp nearly fourteen hours ago.  I was more than hungry.  I was famished, starved—ravenous even.
“Have you eaten much?” he asked.  I shook my head.  “That explains much of your pain.  Your body is changing and you are starving.”  He shook his head, “How could they forget to feed you?”
I knew my face was red with embarrassment.  I could feel the heat from it.
“I don’t suppose there is a cafeteria or something around here.”
“No, but I will have some food brought down to the VCC. That is where you are heading, correct?”
I was shocked by his kindness, and not because he was a vampire or a stranger.  He was a police officer after all.  His chosen career was to serve and protect people and I’m people.  I guess I was shocked simply because it was the first kindness I was shown in a while.
“Yes, I am.  Thank you.”  My words were soft.
“Think nothing of it.  You are a guest in our town—while you remain here with us.”  His eyes lingered on mine for a moment or two too long, long enough for me to feel awkward about it.
“Do you need anything from me?” I asked.  He was after all the sheriff of this town.  I already gave my statement to Officer Ranger, but I couldn’t pretend to know anything about law enforcement.
“From you?—No,” he said quietly.  His eyes darted behind me and suddenly he seemed more guarded.  I’d never been able to read vampires but it was his posture and face that told me that he was suddenly less comfortable.
I looked behind me to see my uncle Seth standing beside my mom.  They matched too well.  Both had long black and gold hair, thin long bodies and sharp features like Tristan.  Mom’s hair was down and flowing around her feet.  Seth’s identical hair was braided tightly all the way to the floor and then looped back up so that the tail of the braid was connected to the top of the braid.  It’s funny how some men can pull off something that should have looked too feminine.  Seth had been infected with vampirism at sixteen, but he didn’t look like a boy.  He looked like a very young twenty-something.
In my weakened condition, I did something close to a run down the hall and wrapped my arms around my mom.  She was wearing a beautiful brown witch’s robe that brought out the gold in her hair.  There were numerous necklaces hanging around her long neck, all made up of the same dark metals and wood beads.




“It’s okay,” she whispered into my hair.  She was never a very affectionate woman, but I held onto her thin frame and felt my throat tighten when Seth wrapped his long arms around us both.  He was wearing his usual, black dress slacks and shirt with a gold tie.  He always dressed well.  It was as though he tried to make up for how vampires are perceived by dressing very respectful.
I hadn’t even noticed the other people standing around us.  My dad, Dan, and his ex-wife, Rachael, were standing several feet apart from one another.  Dan’s red hair peeked out from his usual patriotic ball cap.  The cap’s bill nearly hid his big brown eyes completely.  I hadn’t expected him to comfort me so it was no surprise that he didn’t.
Jed, Rachael’s boyfriend, had his hand tightly wrapped around hers.  From under the warm arms of my mom, I could see them staring at us, their chins held high with disgust.  Jed’s dense blond curls clung to his head like a small afro.  Katie was the spitting image of Rachael, minus the smoker’s wrinkles and a few inches in height.  Rachael’s hair was cut short.  It left her long slender neck looking cold and vulnerable.  She and Jed matched in their blue polo shirts, faded blue jeans, and too much gold jewelry.
“Should I hold the elevator?” Mato asked.
No thank you,” said Jed, and it wasn’t a friendly tone, but Mato didn’t react to it.  I suspected it was their presence that made him look so ill at ease.   
He patted my shoulder lightly.  “I will have food waiting for you when you arrive, enough for everyone,” he said kindly.
“Thank you,” Seth said.  Mato nodded and headed for the elevator.
“Why are you guys still here?” I asked Rachael.  “I figured you would have grabbed Katie and left by now.”  
A flare of anger shot out from Rachael like a wave of heat through my mind.  I didn’t mean to open my empathy to her.  Had I done it on accident again?  Usually, it wasn’t something I could just do.  I always had to try very hard at it.  Damn it.
“She and Jed only just arrived,” Mom said.
I gave them a curious look.  “But, the doctor said you guys have been here all day.”
“Just your father and I,” Mom said.  I wanted to argue when she called Dan my father.  Dan was as much my father as any stranger off the street.  I had no father.
“I just heard about all of this a few hours ago or I would have been here sooner,” Rachael said.
“You didn’t need to be disturbed at work,” Jed said.  “Not about this.  Katie said Michael was already dead and she was fine.  A few hours wasn’t going to change that.”
“Oh God, my son!” Rachael sobbed and Jed brought her in to hide her face in his chest.  He looked tired and irritated with her like he’d been suffering from her grief for far too long already.  Was three hours the maximum length of time to grieve for your son’s death in Jed’s eyes?  Bastard.




Dan bent down, as though he saw something on the floor and wanted to take a closer look, but I knew he was also crying for his son.  Too manly to cry for his son in public, I guess.  Whatever.
“He’s not dead-dead.  He’s a vampire,” I said.
Rachael and Jed shot me a dirty look.  “Same difference,” Jed spat.  His feminine hands grabbed Rachael by her shoulders and he led her to the elevator behind Dan, who made a beeline for it the moment the doors opened and a half dozen people walked out.
“See you down there,” Dan said.
Seth, Mom and I were left alone in the hall as the elevator doors closed.  Mom and Seth looked down at me and the similarities between them were almost too great.  Tristan also looked nearly identical to them; the hair, the eyes, the thinness, the long faces and the serious attitude to which they approach life.  Looking at them, it seemed almost impossible that a short, curvy, auburn-haired, red-eyed woman could come from this family.  Nick at least looked like Dan.  Suddenly, like Tasha, I began to doubt my parentage.  But, I let that thought go.  There was nothing I could do about it, so why worry.
“How is everyone doing?” Mom asked with a deep frown and large black eyes full of pity.
“Nicholas is fine.  The doctor said he should wake in a day or two.”
“You and Tristan?” she asked without acknowledging my first statement.  I shook my head.  She didn’t even care about Nick.
“I don’t know where Tristan is or how he’s doing.  They’ve had me isolated since nearly seven this morning,” I said.
“He called me when he knew I’d be awake.  That’s why I’m here, Anna,” Seth said.  He looked to Mom and she met his eyes.  “He is suffering from survivor's’ guilt, I think.  I talked to him a bit over the phone, but I think he will need professional help.  I know a very talented therapist.  I’ll set something up.”
“Thank you,” Mom said.
“Seth?” I asked.  “I think you should talk to Nick also.  He’s an elf like you and I’m worried for him.”  Seth nodded sullenly and we made our way to the elevator.





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